Where Am I?
Waking up in a bed of confusion,
Feeling lost in a familiar place.
Standing in the street
Paralyzed with fear.
Oh God, Where am I?
At home, but completely homeless
Not knowing what I should know.
In the right place but not belonging,
Exhausted but unable to sleep.
Oh God, Where have you brought me?
Driving on an unknown road,
Trying to remember what to do.
Looking for signs that I can read,
Hoping I end up where I need to be.
Oh God, Where are we going?
Listening for words I understand,
But hearing only silence.
Asking questions and getting no answers,
And letting go of that which is no longer mine.
Oh God, Where are you?
I have brought you to this place
Of familiar and unknown,
A place of confusion and peace,
A place where you have nothing.
My Child, You are with me.
I have taken you away from comfort,
In order to start over.
I have taken away that which you know
And the things in which you have found security.
My Child, I have brought you to a new beginning.
I have set you on a brand new path,
So that you trust in me alone for direction.
I have placed detours on this road
And new faces for you to encounter.
My Child, We are going where only I can take you.
I have brought you to a place of silence
So that you will learn to listen to only my voice.
I am speaking in whispers so that you will ignore all other sounds,
And choose to hear what I want so desperately to tell you:
My Child, I am where I have always been – Everywhere you are.